seems like it's been forever had i've been gone FROM MY BLOG

hallo ...
mumupung masih syawal , jadi minal aidin wal faidzin ya :)

jujur , males banget nulis karna yah emang lupa passwordnya :p
hahhahahaha
tanya kenapa?!

hey you all ,
october coming and this is my month
i will be 19 y.o then
how old right? lol

and now i'm in musculosceletal block
uuuuhhhh there's so many things to remember
definitely, i must get a good score in this block

and now i just consent in my work for seminar and workshop about biology molecular .
wow , so hard to find "YES" from the lecturer
fyuuuh

and hey don't ever you ask about yellow ?
hehehhe :p
miss you so much yellow

hehehe dan sekarang gue lg dapet masalah
gue-lupa-password-blog-pendprodankesma :p
wakakkakaka
jangan marah yah tementemen :D

everythin' that i wanna do in this SHORT o'liday

well, i want have a long long long holiday !!! (sream)
actually, i want spent my holiday with my family, go to little island, or go to singapore just for stay in there.. take many many great pict in there(you know there's so many good side in there)

or i want join in a summer camp in some island maybe,
island--again. Because i love it, i love ti live in some little island for a week and then go to another. WOW, that's great right?

and i want to spent my time with my friend, just shopping, take some pictur(that's my hobby you know), spent money without limit (amien) and just talking talking talking bout something :)

and in the end of that holiday, i will make some essay bout my holiday. and send it to publisher, haha JUST DREAM

and this is my condition now :
- i haven't finish my exaaaaam
- i don't hv much money to spent my holiday with overload condition (how can my mom gv that money for something that have no benefit?)
- my friend will come back to their own home
- my mom and dad just working, and my brother go to his school
- i have an idea bout JOGJAKARTA and please mom dad, i wanna go there with my roomate
- i always want to go to LOMBOK with my family, but when? zzz
- and maybe i just sit in front of my laptop, watchin tv, play my PS, or just hibernate my self
- and it won't come true because i dont hv long holiday like my friend in Aussie :(

zzzz
and i must collect many novel and dvd to accompany me in this unhappy holiday
zzzz
sleepy yeah?!

WILL MISS YOU IN MY UNHAPPY HOLIDAY, THE SWEETEST YELLOW -.-"

will miss the moment when you tell me and my friend bout every brlliant things in ur brain
will miss the time when my heart feel dug dug dug when meet you
will miss to see you when sit in there with your friend, with no glasses in ur eyes :)
you don't know how deep it fo me .

dark.not good.bored.unhappy

kaget? ya atau tidak?

wew.. ngeliat postingan gue sebelumnya dan ada yg ngklik BASI?
oh no, berarti gue ga jago nulis -.-"
well, itu kan pendapat lo yah yang ngklik basi itu, yasudahlah mau gimana lagi

mau nulis sesuatu yang bikin orang pada ngklik KONKRIT?
ngga ada gunanya juga lah
emang apa tujuan lo nulis kya gitu? mau dipandang WAH ELO JAGO NULIS sama bejibun manusia?
malahan kalo ada yg ngritik tulisan lo well, aneh jelek atau apalah yang buruk-buruk itu yah buat introspeksi kan?

mau ngerasa dikasihanin nulis sesuatu yang sedih?
mau ngerasa dipeduliin orang nulis sesuatu yang WOW?

emang ngga gue pungkirin kalo seseorang nulis yah emang buat dibaca
emang buat dikomentarin
emang buat diperhatiin
tapi, lebay amat tuh kalo elo nulis dengan tujuan dilike ato apapun lah itu

aduh gue jadi marah-marah
karna mood gue ga bagus buat hari ini
karena gue bingung kenapa blog departemen gue ga mau kebuka
karena gue kesel ama tmn gue yg egoisnya ga ilang, yg ga introspeksi, yg ngga ngerti perasaan temennya, yg maunya dpt keuntungan tanpa mau ngrasa capek (ngerasa lo setelah baca ini? hah?)

oiya pemirsa ,
gue remedial IPT dan gue butuh doanya yah (jujur deh gue kali ini emang ngarep didoain ama lo semua)

silahkan klik BASI buat yang nggak suka

THANKS GOD IT'S FRIDAY [between P&K, toda's day, arisan, and osce]

i'm really really happy ..
why ?
because yesterday i'm being member of P dan K :)


and today was a long day
it's begin when i woke up and i found water machine in my kosan was broken
so, i just waiting
and FUILAAA i take a bath at 7.30 altough i have a class at 08.00
what a limit time


and after class, i'm going to NABITA AULIA's kosan to prepare of NABILA TODA's birthday  :)
we just prepare a sweet cake, a great present, and a nice letter to TODA .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NABILA TODA !!!


and after that, she invite us to go to CHICKEN BUFFET in KELAPA GADING MALL .
we ate, we talked, and we took many photos in there


oh i forgot that TODAY I MET YELLOW AND VANILLA LATE
God, thanks for everything :)


next, in chicken buffet .. i get ARISAN ! aw aw aw, GREAT DAY !!!


and then i went back to KOSAN and my friend tell me that DIKA, LO LULUS OSCE !
wut a wondeeeeeerrrfullll day !!


God, thank's for everything
I BELIEVE IN YOU
lov YOU, lov my family, lov my friend, and i will lov the prince in meee
haha
and song for today : BABY-JUSTIN BIEBER


LOL
syalalalalalala.. THANK'S GOD IT'S FRIDAY :)




*get spirit for my friend whose get remedial in osce. spirit GIRL !

TODAY WAS A PENDPRO DAY

yep, today was my last day of EXAM ! fiuhhhand you know ? i slept at 03.30 a.m !

God, you can call 03.30 as morning right ?

(sighs)

and i have a plan to have a afternoon hibernate after exam . hahaha

and GOD, i forget bout my task. my department in SENAT FK YARSI yepp that's PENDPRO ask the member to write an essay bout organization and loyalty of the member.

GOD, i confused what can i write in my essay ?

and then many idea fallin' on my mind. FUILAAA :)

and when i type my argumentation in my essay, YOU KNOW WHAT?

this microsoft office word on my computer seems like a murderer.

an error happens

and then my document just stuck before i save it .

zzzz

what a bad time .

my time for sleeping getting short and shorter . (sighs)

and i hope my score of exam will be good :)

AMIEN

and you know , i like this ! 

E L MO = my face looks like elmo . hahahaha LOL

 

love him with silence

well, i would to tell you that in my university, i was fallin' for someone perfect (definitely in my eyes).

just call him YELLOW .

and tonight, at 00.00 i feel lonely

and trustly i feel so hurt when i saw his comment to her wall .

God, how can it happen ? How can i love someone wrong ?

How can i love someone who didn't love me anymore ? 

i just thinking , 

how much he spent his time for thinking bout me ?

maybe never

but i always thinking bout him :(

God, is it love?

is it true love?

why can i fallin' for someone who never thinking bout my own self ?

Ya Rabb, please help me .. Please help me to know what must i love and must not .

and it seems like my heart feel empty.

FOR YOU WHO MUST NOT BE NAMED ,

yellow .

EXAM , is that EXAM?

hahahahahahahaha i wanna laugh ! louder , louder , and louder ! LOL

because i think that this exam 70% hard for me -.-"

wut a bad condition .

and you wanna know bout my face at 13 hours before exam ?

this is it :

hahahahahaha so bad !

this is my BOOK . big O in my mouth .

and this is my friend CAHYA DWI LESTARI aka CAHYOOO with her confuse face

and tomorrow will be PROBLEM BASED LEARNING and i haven't do my task. and next day would be SKILL LAB exam (sighs) and NEXT also exam, PRACTICE exam .

wish me luck guys, and i wanna be SUPER DOCTOR ! LOL

and i would hope best for my brother too :)

haha have you found the bad week in yours ?

zzz I WANNA SHOPPING !!! (scream)

me and 12.30 a.m and lonely sunday [sighs]

this is what i called fashion and art . i like it so much :)

this is me and my friend (from right to left = me, opialeta putri, nurul fitrah, mustika, nanda, and nabita aulia) it taked by nurrisya pane. thx for you dude. and it was edited by my self. 

and this is me with darkness of my photo.

say WOW for this fashion pic !

SURAT CINTA ANAK FK (lebay)

Saat kau melewati anterior tubuhku..
konjungtivaku berkaca-kaca
membuatku tacicardi seketika akan jantungku

Saat malam hari di kosan ku,
antigen darima.. menimbulkan cell-memori di limfosit B ku
tetapi mengapa antibodiku tidak pernah resisten terhadapmu?
Bagaikan fenomena arthus dermisku

Ketika terngiang suaramu melalui membran timpaniku..
tremor tanganku, tremor pula jantungku
saat tatapan korneamu tertangkap di retinaku ,
membentuk arcus di heparku..
apakah ini respon imunku terhadap reseptor yg kau proliferasikan ?

Saat reseptormu berikatan dengan antigen lain..
tahukah kamu bahwa efektormu adalah aku?
antigen lain itu bagaikan histamin yang berefek pada konstriksi bronkusku
Tahukah kamu kalau histamin kalau histamin itu menyebabkan vasodilatasi akanku?
tahukah kamu kalau itu membuat syok anafilaktik pada tubuhku?
apa ini CINTA ?
Dimana itu letak-C.I.N.T.A [nyanyi kayak lagunya d'bagindaz alay mode on]
di YAKOCHI-pun tak kutemukan ejaan itu

Dan saat subkilinis itu berdiferensiasi jadi klinis,
aku butuh epinefrin !!
Karena farmakodinamik dan farmakokinetikmu terindikasi untukku.

jadi apa diagnosis anda?

true story of : nandika n.
honestly, deeply, trustly (not copy-paste) created by :
dika.nanda.tika.ica.ita.opi.pipit

at june 12nd 2010 [6.45 pm] when confuse of immunology comes.

IMMUNOLOGY , my block in medical faculty

well, i need this blog to tell how confused of me bout this.

God, my lecturer said that

"How can immunology learn by member of med.faculty in 2nd semester? it must be learned by member of med.faculty in 7th or 8th semester a.k.a last grade" 

WOW ! 

big O in my mouth . (sighs)

and well, how big ur volume to scream, how big ur angry .. it's depend to you

and you must do it well .

but i thought that "God, this immunology need many logical thinking"

this is very complicated how can our immune response work , how can complement being activated , how can WORMS (you know) broke by our immunity .

and then how can we solve them by many medicine . GOD !

and i wanna share to you all that being a doctor is very very good work

because we study hard not for us

we study for our future

and our future isn't money

our future is PATIENTS .

and it might be YOU as a reader whom will be my patients (amien)

"YA RABB, I NEED YOUR HELP TO MAKE ME EASY TO LEARN, MAKE ME EASY TO UNDERSTAND ABOUT IT"

Bismillah :)

WISH ME LUCK heyy READER

love you all guys

sembilan ! *mukasenang*

sembilan juni duaribusepuluh = sembilan bulan :)

dan hari ini adalah ultah CAHYA DWI LESTARI my new roomate

alhasil, gue dan penghuni kosan ngerjain dia .

cahya kita siramsiram, kita iket, kita kepung, kita belepotin pake CAKE !

hehe sori yaa CAHYA !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR YOU, big no no for ur kiss and hug ! lol

dan hari ini gue sembilan bulanan dengan... jrengg.. *adadeh*

ngga usah dibahas :p

petualangan hari ini adalah gue SKILL LAB vital sign !

dan gue jadi percobaan pertama -.-

dan OP gue adalah NAGUSMAN DANIL yang rambutnya dikritik sama BU DOKTER garagara aneh bentuknya . hahahaha

nggak kerasa bentar lagi ujian formatif.

takut

pengen cepetcepet ujian

pengen cepetcepet liat hasil (dan mudah2an hasilnya bagus)

tapi gue ngerasa prepare ujian kali ini kurang banget :(

jadi mohon doanya yaa tementemen ..

makasih ya NANDA , NADYA , TIKA , ICHA , WETA , ARDI , dll buat ngajarin soal HIPERSENSITIVITAS :)

THANK'S FOR TODAY, GOD -- that's quote for YOU

siang yang panjang tanpa kuliah

hari ini siangsiang gue nggak ada kuliah dan buat ngabisin waktu, gue pesbukan sambil ngerjain PBL *rajin mode on*

siang menuju sore NABILA TODA ke kosan gue. Niatnya buat belajar ANATOMI. tapi datengdateng malah nyari video si artis-yang-lagi-booming-parah-gara-gara-kelakuannya-yang-nggak-manusiawi-itu.

dan nggak lama HEVI, ENCA, CAHYA dateng dan astaga.. mereka nimbrung menonton "video" itu sementara gue cuma bisa nutup mata. hahah

dan sore menjelang magrib (tepatnya saat ini) gue sedang mengerjakan tugas PBL sementara CAHYA masak di dapur, entah masak apaan yang bikin bersin bersin si embak yg lagi nyetrika karena aroma masakannya yang ANTIK.

haha . LOL

and i found nice retro graphic . cekidot :)

delapanjuniduaribusepuluh=kelabu

hari ini menyedihkan :(

KENAPA?

karena gue tau kalau YELLOW bakalan jauh
karena tadi pagi PBL dan gue, well belom nguasain materinya :(
karena hari ini laptop gue baru selesai di servis dan.. GOD, passwordnya diganti dong sama bapa-bapanya .

and this is my first post in my blog .
ENJOY MY BLOG ! (fuuilaaa)
yah inilah norak noraknya gue yang baru punya blog :p
jadi yah harap maklum kalo amboo gaptek