everythin' that i wanna do in this SHORT o'liday

well, i want have a long long long holiday !!! (sream)
actually, i want spent my holiday with my family, go to little island, or go to singapore just for stay in there.. take many many great pict in there(you know there's so many good side in there)

or i want join in a summer camp in some island maybe,
island--again. Because i love it, i love ti live in some little island for a week and then go to another. WOW, that's great right?

and i want to spent my time with my friend, just shopping, take some pictur(that's my hobby you know), spent money without limit (amien) and just talking talking talking bout something :)

and in the end of that holiday, i will make some essay bout my holiday. and send it to publisher, haha JUST DREAM

and this is my condition now :
- i haven't finish my exaaaaam
- i don't hv much money to spent my holiday with overload condition (how can my mom gv that money for something that have no benefit?)
- my friend will come back to their own home
- my mom and dad just working, and my brother go to his school
- i have an idea bout JOGJAKARTA and please mom dad, i wanna go there with my roomate
- i always want to go to LOMBOK with my family, but when? zzz
- and maybe i just sit in front of my laptop, watchin tv, play my PS, or just hibernate my self
- and it won't come true because i dont hv long holiday like my friend in Aussie :(

zzzz
and i must collect many novel and dvd to accompany me in this unhappy holiday
zzzz
sleepy yeah?!

WILL MISS YOU IN MY UNHAPPY HOLIDAY, THE SWEETEST YELLOW -.-"

will miss the moment when you tell me and my friend bout every brlliant things in ur brain
will miss the time when my heart feel dug dug dug when meet you
will miss to see you when sit in there with your friend, with no glasses in ur eyes :)
you don't know how deep it fo me .

dark.not good.bored.unhappy

kaget? ya atau tidak?

wew.. ngeliat postingan gue sebelumnya dan ada yg ngklik BASI?
oh no, berarti gue ga jago nulis -.-"
well, itu kan pendapat lo yah yang ngklik basi itu, yasudahlah mau gimana lagi

mau nulis sesuatu yang bikin orang pada ngklik KONKRIT?
ngga ada gunanya juga lah
emang apa tujuan lo nulis kya gitu? mau dipandang WAH ELO JAGO NULIS sama bejibun manusia?
malahan kalo ada yg ngritik tulisan lo well, aneh jelek atau apalah yang buruk-buruk itu yah buat introspeksi kan?

mau ngerasa dikasihanin nulis sesuatu yang sedih?
mau ngerasa dipeduliin orang nulis sesuatu yang WOW?

emang ngga gue pungkirin kalo seseorang nulis yah emang buat dibaca
emang buat dikomentarin
emang buat diperhatiin
tapi, lebay amat tuh kalo elo nulis dengan tujuan dilike ato apapun lah itu

aduh gue jadi marah-marah
karna mood gue ga bagus buat hari ini
karena gue bingung kenapa blog departemen gue ga mau kebuka
karena gue kesel ama tmn gue yg egoisnya ga ilang, yg ga introspeksi, yg ngga ngerti perasaan temennya, yg maunya dpt keuntungan tanpa mau ngrasa capek (ngerasa lo setelah baca ini? hah?)

oiya pemirsa ,
gue remedial IPT dan gue butuh doanya yah (jujur deh gue kali ini emang ngarep didoain ama lo semua)

silahkan klik BASI buat yang nggak suka